All About Vibration.

Standing in front of the sliding glass door looking out towards my backyard at all it’s Spring cleaning needed a’ tending too I realized something about myself as the arms stretched upwards into a yoga pose (as I do all over the house all day long) letting it come to me just how low vibrational I am…

These days, yesterdays, all our tomorrows…

…my spirit has always held a low vibrational beat. I just didn’t recognize it until that very breath.

Low, low, low she likes to hum.   Where other’s saw drama I now realize I truly appreciated the unique people that were in my life sitting across from me anywhere from my bed, bedroom, living room, yardio….those I traveled with….even back in school to those who were my friend on the down-low….with their chatter of all whatnots and please keep my secrets.  I wished back then I knew that about myself, that I can sit with almost anyone. I would tell myself it is okay to be that gal people need to be in a quiet space.

The research I tried to pull up only led me to the negatives of low vibrations….and it didn’t match up with what I was trying to say…SO BARE WITH ME.

My spirit can actually vibrate pretty high. But I like sitting on the low, healing on the low, listening to friends (of past or current) on the low…allowing myself to understand that in my loneliest places I need to open my spirit up in order hear others.

To those of you who misunderstood the ‘Friendship Oak’ blog….I was always okay with the level of our friendship, on the down low. I was okay in that steady rap in the day and never really needed you the way you think so ghosting, dissing, making me jump through hoops, being so fucking hardcore in your communication simply isn’t warrented. Never was. I would have always listened and loved with the brightest of light.  So sad you’s never got that.

With Elle King crooning deep deep DEEP into my soul I send ALL some heart, good vibes, and pray your vibration in life these days holds where you NEED it too. The full moon finds me wanting to get lost in my poetic head and let go of old chatter….low or high, you need to trust the vibration. Trust the movement in it or lack thereof. When we accept who/where we were/are in each lives maybe then our truest of heart comes forward.

If you can’t, don’t want to, well, return to sender with your negative ass….I AM STILL A FUCKING RAY OF SUNSHINE!